184.108.40.206: Kin 157: Red Magnetic Earth
Nine-tenths of the people will reject the most overwhelming evidence, even if it is brought to them without any trouble to themselves, only because it happens to clash with their personal interests or prejudices; especially if it comes from unpopular quarters. –HPB
Something happens to you when you realize that your entire life is a self-constructed matrix.
Emotions of many colors arise when you realize the artificial shadow that has been overlaid into your brain. This artificial matrix governs the way you think, your decisions, how you feel about yourself and the world, your beliefs and worries and fears. Who is the puppet master of this matrix?
When one is habituated to see the things behind (externals), one is no longer prone to be touched by the outward aspects – or to expect any remedy from political, institutional or social changes; the only way out is through the descent of an [embodied] consciousness which is not the puppet of these forces but is greater than they are.”
~ Sri Aurobindo
If time is a flowing river ever moving with no obstruction, then this artificial (12:60)matrix is the roadblock that dams the true spirit and splits it off so that pure energy channels are confused and thrown into divergent pathways.
What really matters then is getting your unobstructed flow back. Reconnecting to the Source of the stream.
Are we all lost in time? What is childhood? Is it a slow eclipse of our memory? Does our memory change as our consciousness evolves?
Time. We have to really go inside to understand–really go inside. What does that mean? How much about yourself do you remember? How do you remember? What is memory? How can memory help in your day-to-day life? How will remembering yourself without the influence of the artificial matrix make you happier? Are you happy?
This artificial matrix (otherwise known as 12:60 frequency) makes us believe that third-dimension is the only valid dimension. Anything outside of this dimensions is labeled as “fringe” or “far out.” When we are locked into this narrow bandwidth then we can become easily triggered by the fluctuations of the external world.
Here are morning notes to Self:
Over identifying with the passing flesh is a preschool stage.
Do not waste energy fighting for superficialities.
Identify with the Invisible Essence and transcend.
Recognize your own worth from within and do not worry what others think. You don’t need to explain yourself.
We are Instruments of Infinity. Behave accordingly.
If we are not constantly evolving and changing our views then we are likely not growing, but remaining stagnant in fixed time loops. How much of our identity and emotional responses are based on external events, or in trying to make others see life the way we see it?
If we feel called to assist in Planetary Healing (or healing of the Ancient trauma), then we must first break out of the prison of negative time loops engraved in the linear patterning. These are the artificial “dams” that impede our creative flow.
Time loops are a result of conditioned mind patterns and can be likened to a skipping record. When this occurs we replay the same stories or cycles over and over.
This scratch in the record contains the imprints of deep trauma or wounding and unconscious pain. When a person becomes “triggered”, the record starts skipping, the perceptual lens narrows and the mind begins projecting the narrative of the trauma.
The vibratory structure of the trauma can take over the entire perceptual field resulting in the inability to see any point of view except that of the pain body.
When triggered, the person views all others in its field in relation to the traumatic narrative playing out in their mind and ascribes “others’ particular roles in their drama (of which others are often unaware). If the characters in the play do not behave according to the rules of their narrative then the person becomes even more agitated or upset.
This can manifest as emotional explosions, anger, abuse and blame. We see this occurring planet-wide.Anger is a hostile reaction to feeling hurt or not seen. It is a defense mechanism to allowing ourself to feel vulnerable. Underneath it all is the feeling of fear and separation. The ultimate fear is of death and abandonment, which traces back to our fundamental feeling of separation from Source.
“Its not my fault, its yours,” is the subliminal motto of the universal negative time loop that we see playing out all over our planet. It is this attitude that continues the same dysfunctional cycles over and over. We fixate on the perceived wrongs of another person (or country, etc.) which gives us a temporary sense of power and prolongs us facing our own shortcomings and the pain within.
This pattern will continue until we have reached a threshold, where we finally acknowledge that the pain that is within us is ours to resolve. It does not belong to anyone else. The record will continue to skip until this has been acknowledged and cleared.
Our job (if we so choose) is to assist in the clearing of the records and thus, the healing of the ancient trauma.
“Once a conditioned pattern is established in the mind, many impressions will automatically be rejected, or else filtered through the conceptual mind.
To tune into the cosmic thinking layers, the human must first identify conditioned thoughtforms through cultivation of a meditation practice. –Cosmic History Chronicles, Volume 1.
This is why the Buddha emphasized meditation on selflessness or egolessness (emptiness). Only by directly experiencing selflessness can we end the process of confused projection.
When a vinyl record has a scratch, the instructions are to:
1. Identify the damaged area (get to the root of the original trauma)
2. Lightly sand the area in a circular motion (Reimprint the pattern through inner work/, meditation).
3. Brush off the record with a cloth (Release and let go of old patterns)
4. Submerge in water and wash (Purify body and mind)
5. Dry in a circular motion (Reinforce new patterns through consistent practice)
6. If scratch is too deep get help from a professional (or from those who have sufficiently cleared their own records and can support you).